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=Crush=

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=Episode 15=

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(403 Operating Room)

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All right, time's up.

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The surgery is expected
to take more than five hours.

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Please wait patiently.

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Nian Qin, let go of his hand.

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I'm counting on you.

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Please don't worry.

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I'll do my best.

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(403 Operating Room)

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Jing De.

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Doctor!

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Doctor!

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Doctor!

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Doctor!

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Doctor!

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Help!

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Please check on my husband!

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Help! Doctor!

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Hurry up!

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Hurry up!

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Please check on my husband!

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You're not allowed to go inside.
I'm sorry.

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-What's going on?
-The doctor will conduct an examination.

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Please calm down.

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Please calm down.

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What's wrong with my husband?

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What's wrong with him?

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What's wrong with my husband?

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Jing De.

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Jing De, you'll be fine.

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Nothing bad will happen to you, Jing De.

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Nothing bad will happen to you, Jing De.

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(Picked Up a Fragment of a Star)

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♪Is it stubbornness or determination?♪

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♪Refuse to listen to people's advice♪

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♪Watching the memories♪

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♪Burn in flames♪

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♪I'm willing to take the fall♪

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♪But I can't escape from rising♪

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♪The hurt along the way♪

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♪Can only be written, not erased♪

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♪The blue past♪

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In the past...

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Use up all your might
to bid goodbye and to forget...

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only realise how helpless you are.

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Do you think...

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this feeling is beautiful?

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♪Who is willing to take the fall?♪
♪And give up on taking the initiative♪

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♪Spending all the years
in exchange for an apology♪

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That's because on this planet,

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you're the only rose.

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♪Watching the memories burn in flames♪

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♪I'm willing to take the fall,
but I can't escape from rising♪

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♪The hurt along the way
can only be written, not erased♪

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♪The blue past is now covered in snow♪

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♪How can love melt away?♪

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Sorry.

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The number you've dialled
is not available.

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-Please try again later.
-Wu Yan.

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Wu Yan.

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Wu Yan.

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Sorry.

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The number you've dialled
is not available.

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Jia Ying.

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I couldn't reach Wu Yan.

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I don't know...

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Please look for Wu Yan.

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I worry that something
has happened to Wu Yan too.

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Wu Yan.

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Wei Hao.

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Is Wu Yan with you?

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Contact Wu Yan now.

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(403 Operating Room)

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Doctor.

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How is it?

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The surgery is a success.

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However, the patient
needs to be observed for some time.

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Upon confirming everything is okay,
he'll be sent to the ICU.

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Thank you, doctor.

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Thank you so much.

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Nian Qin, you can
put your mind at ease now.

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Xiao Lu.

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After my dad
has been transferred to the ICU,

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can you please send me to Wu Yan's place?

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Mr Su, you...

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Cheng Yin.

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Is Wu Yan home?

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Have you seen Wu Yan?

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She went back to her hometown
to visit her dad.

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Didn't she tell you?

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In short, she came back and left again.

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I can't find her anywhere.
She didn't pick up the calls.

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So, Wu Yan didn't
come back, is that right?

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Yes.

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(Wu Yan)

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(Cheng Yin)

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Xiao Lu, why don't you go home first?

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Nian Qin.

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It's not a good idea to wait here.

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But this is the only thing
I can do now, isn't it?

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Now that you mention it,

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I actually have no idea
where she might have gone to in Xiamen.

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I'm really...

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(Missed calls: Mum, Yu Xiao Lu,
Cheng Yin, Nian Qin)

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Wu Yan.

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What's wrong?

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Why did you answer the phone call?

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Where is my mum?

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Your dad passed away.

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Nonsense!

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Wei Hao, you're talking nonsense!

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Wu Yan.

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What a coincidence, Su Nian Qin.

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It's not a coincidence.
I'm here looking for you.

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I was wrong. I apologise for that.

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♪Perhaps we could pretend that
nothing has happened♪

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♪And move on easily
as if nothing had happened♪

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My mum was right.

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No matter how regretful one is,

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there is no turning back.

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♪When a hug is still connected to love♪

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Su Nian Qin.

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I don't want to see you
for the rest of my life.

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♪What's left are lies
that can't come full circle♪

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♪Who is willing to take the fall?♪
♪And give up on taking the initiative♪

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♪Spending all the years
in exchange for an apology♪

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♪Is it stubbornness or determination?♪
♪Refuse to listen to people's advice♪

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♪Watching the memories burn in flames♪

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♪I'm willing to take the fall
but I can't escape from rising♪

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Mum.

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Mum.

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Mum.

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Dad...

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Dad...

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I...

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I was wrong, Dad.

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I'm sorry, Dad.

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Jing De.

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My mum was right.

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No matter how regretful one person is,

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there is no turning back.

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Su Nian Qin.

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I don't want to see you
for the rest of my life.

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I'm sorry.

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If you need help,

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don't be shy to let me know.

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I know.

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I won't be shy.

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For the past few days,

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thank you for the help
from you and your parents.

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(Xu)

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Hello.

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It's done.

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Thanks for the concern, Ms Xi.

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Thank you, Ms Xi.

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How about the programme?
Is it really okay?

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Ms Xi.

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I'll go back and get the show done.

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I know.

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But...

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But my dad would want
to listen to the show.

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Before this, he said
when the show is out,

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he would listen to it on time.

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I promised him...

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to work hard
and make myself the broadcaster.

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I know he could hear it for sure.

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Okay. Thanks, Ms Xi.

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I'll get going then.

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Wu Yan.

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Let's go back together.

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We'll take the earliest plane.

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Thanks.

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Mum.

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I'm sorry.

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Wait for me to come home.

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From now on,

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let me take care of you.

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Wu Yan, are you really okay?

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I'm fine.

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Ms Xi.

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Wu Yan is not in her best form.

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Why don't we...

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Three, two, one.

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Go.

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Good evening, everyone.

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Welcome to "I Want to Hear You Sing".

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I'm the host, Wu Yan.

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Today is the pilot episode of this show.

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We've invited a new school band, Momo.

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Please welcome them.

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Hello, everyone. We are Momo.

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I'm the captain cum bass, Wei Hao.

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How is the review?

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As expected, it's not well received.

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Everyone is confused.

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Just wait and see.

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(Our station's new program hosted
by Wu Yan, "I Want to Hear You Sing.")

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Nian Qin, listen to it.

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(Donghu Music Broadcast FM27.1)

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Okay.

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Thank you Momo for coming to the show.

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We hope that you'll become the coolest
band in the eyes of corporate slaves.

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Thank you.

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Ms Xi.

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There are more than 5,000 comments now.

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Judging by the number of listeners,
the interaction rate is really high!

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Look, everyone is saying
the discussion topic is realistic...

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and very relatable.

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Before playing the last song,

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I have something personal to share.

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Ms Xi...

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My dad
is the first listener of this show.

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He really liked the show.

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It's interesting.

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When it's out,

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I'll listen to the broadcast every day.

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Perhaps it's because he never expected...

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his daughter,
who inherited his tone-deafness,

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to dream of becoming a music show host,

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and that she would actually succeed.

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But before this episode came out,

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he had left us.

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However, I believe that
he could hear the show.

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He could hear my first show
as a broadcaster.

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I've been tone-deaf since I was young.

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I sing out of tune all the time.

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I was teased by my friends
because of that.

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But my dad was not worried about it.

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He got me music scores...

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and taught me bit by bit patiently.

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He also brought me to karaoke.

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He told me,

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no one is perfect.

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What's more important
is to embrace your true self...

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and face the world bravely.

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My dad...

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I really think that
even if he's not my dad,

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he's still a warm, and powerful person.

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He's a very kind person.

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My fondest childhood memory
is singing in the KTV with him.

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The next song...

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I'm thankful to the producer
for letting me choose this song.

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It's me and my dad's go-to karaoke song.

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It's "Stars Under the Sun" by Jin Hai Xin.

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♪A faint and tipsy scent of coffee aroma♪

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Su Nian Qin.

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I don't want to see you
for the rest of my life.

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♪Smiling as bright as the stars♪

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♪Turning to the next page
of the storybook♪

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♪You said the wind will dry the tears
shed by the clouds♪

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♪I asked you how to console
the sighing wind then♪

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♪You smiled without replying♪

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♪Telling me not to be silly ♪

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♪Oh clear skies outside the window♪

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♪Oh yeah♪

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♪I want to hug you from the back
and never let go of you♪

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♪Why do beautiful things
always make people sad?♪

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♪I'm afraid of you leaving♪

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♪Hai yeah♪

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My goodness.

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Wu Yan is going to be big.

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Move.

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Let me check on
the demographics of the listeners.

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(Xiamen radio listeners statistics.
Number one: "I Want to Hear You Sing")

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She said that her dad has left.

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Is that true?

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Goodness.

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Ms Xi.

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Can we talk?

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00:28:07,265 --> 00:28:08,537
Come in.

273
00:28:08,617 --> 00:28:11,503
The show has received good feedback.
We may continue the show.

274
00:28:11,583 --> 00:28:13,031
You'll be the host.

275
00:28:13,111 --> 00:28:14,498
Come back again after you're done
dealing with your family affair.

276
00:28:14,578 --> 00:28:16,589
Then, we may proceed
with the signing of the contract.

277
00:28:16,669 --> 00:28:17,751
Or...

278
00:28:17,831 --> 00:28:19,649
Do you want to stay home
for a longer time?

279
00:28:21,903 --> 00:28:23,044
Ms Xi.

280
00:28:26,340 --> 00:28:28,220
(Resignation Letter)

281
00:28:31,472 --> 00:28:32,850
You're...

282
00:28:32,930 --> 00:28:34,085
Ms Xi.

283
00:28:35,474 --> 00:28:37,438
Thank you for taking care of me.

284
00:28:39,553 --> 00:28:41,211
May I know the reason?

285
00:28:48,800 --> 00:28:52,210
If it's because of your relationship,
I hope you can consider it again.

286
00:28:52,290 --> 00:28:54,272
I'm not flaunting my seniority.

287
00:28:54,352 --> 00:28:56,501
However, I don't want you to be
so deep in your relationship...

288
00:28:56,581 --> 00:28:58,657
that you neglect other things in life.

289
00:28:58,737 --> 00:29:02,087
When you reach my age,
you'll realise it's not necessary.

290
00:29:02,627 --> 00:29:05,250
I've indeed neglected
something really important in life.

291
00:29:07,224 --> 00:29:10,323
Ms Xi, I understand
what you're trying to say.

292
00:29:10,403 --> 00:29:12,477
But I've made up my mind.

293
00:29:12,557 --> 00:29:15,005
I think it's time to grow up.

294
00:29:15,085 --> 00:29:17,178
I need to fulfill my responsibility.

295
00:29:17,258 --> 00:29:19,194
Hence, I made this decision.

296
00:29:21,057 --> 00:29:22,478
Okay.

297
00:29:22,558 --> 00:29:24,002
I respect your decision.

298
00:29:26,213 --> 00:29:27,377
Give me a hug.

299
00:29:38,040 --> 00:29:39,301
Both of us are ladies.

300
00:29:39,381 --> 00:29:40,882
It's not easy to survive outside.

301
00:29:40,962 --> 00:29:43,552
If you need help,
you can always come to me.

302
00:29:44,174 --> 00:29:45,476
Thank you, Ms Xi.

303
00:29:55,398 --> 00:29:57,237
Here. I propose a toast.

304
00:29:57,317 --> 00:29:59,796
Thank you for taking care of me.

305
00:30:01,720 --> 00:30:03,645
Just skip the meaningless toast.

306
00:30:03,725 --> 00:30:06,341
This is not going to be the end anyway.

307
00:30:12,074 --> 00:30:13,163
Wu Yan.

308
00:30:13,647 --> 00:30:15,772
-If you need help, I...
-It's okay.

309
00:30:15,852 --> 00:30:17,204
I can do it on my own.

310
00:30:17,284 --> 00:30:18,463
Here.

311
00:30:25,452 --> 00:30:28,396
Just contact me anytime
if you need time, okay?

312
00:30:29,888 --> 00:30:31,125
Sure.

313
00:30:31,205 --> 00:30:32,841
Always go to Xu for anything.

314
00:30:45,394 --> 00:30:46,462
Wu Yan.

315
00:30:47,241 --> 00:30:49,308
You're really silly.

316
00:30:50,182 --> 00:30:51,618
For him, you...

317
00:30:52,777 --> 00:30:54,377
For him,

318
00:30:54,457 --> 00:30:57,273
you missed the last chance
to see your dad.

319
00:31:00,578 --> 00:31:01,674
Let's go.

320
00:31:01,754 --> 00:31:02,906
Let's go and meet him.

321
00:31:02,986 --> 00:31:04,633
I'll get a few friends of mine along.

322
00:31:10,540 --> 00:31:12,762
Stop talking nonsense.
Don't make me scold you,

323
00:31:12,842 --> 00:31:14,130
Ignorant Wei.

324
00:31:17,207 --> 00:31:18,492
Wu Yan.

325
00:31:18,572 --> 00:31:20,138
Are you drunk?

326
00:31:21,237 --> 00:31:22,693
She's not drunk.

327
00:31:23,334 --> 00:31:25,489
She's just truly hurt.

328
00:31:37,073 --> 00:31:39,148
Be safe on your way back.

329
00:31:39,681 --> 00:31:42,061
-Wu Yan, please don't...
-All right.

330
00:31:42,695 --> 00:31:45,334
Take care of Wei Hao. We're leaving.

331
00:31:46,959 --> 00:31:48,253
Bye.

332
00:32:05,589 --> 00:32:07,101
What is going on?

333
00:32:07,181 --> 00:32:08,709
What is this?

334
00:32:09,318 --> 00:32:10,343
What's wrong?

335
00:32:10,423 --> 00:32:11,879
It's not here just now.

336
00:32:11,959 --> 00:32:13,084
That's right.

337
00:32:13,164 --> 00:32:16,042
Not everyone uses the lift.

338
00:32:21,559 --> 00:32:22,877
My goodness.

339
00:32:23,618 --> 00:32:24,796
Hold on.

340
00:32:28,472 --> 00:32:29,541
Forget it.

341
00:32:30,101 --> 00:32:31,128
Let's take the lift.

342
00:32:31,208 --> 00:32:33,510
You can't take the lift.

343
00:32:33,590 --> 00:32:34,687
Hold on.

344
00:32:35,299 --> 00:32:36,867
You're here.

345
00:32:37,527 --> 00:32:40,235
What else can be done?
Do you plan to go somewhere else?

346
00:33:54,306 --> 00:33:55,893
We're almost there.

347
00:33:55,973 --> 00:33:58,068
Okay, it's okay. Relax.

348
00:33:58,148 --> 00:33:59,257
We're almost there.

349
00:33:59,337 --> 00:34:01,329
We're almost there.

350
00:34:01,966 --> 00:34:03,561
All right, it's okay.

351
00:34:03,641 --> 00:34:04,808
We're almost there.

352
00:34:05,594 --> 00:34:07,033
We're almost there.

353
00:34:07,113 --> 00:34:08,216
What's wrong?

354
00:34:08,733 --> 00:34:09,935
Cheng Yin.

355
00:34:10,015 --> 00:34:11,503
Wait for me.

356
00:34:11,583 --> 00:34:13,670
What is going on?

357
00:34:14,470 --> 00:34:16,694
Hold on.

358
00:34:17,364 --> 00:34:20,250
It's okay. It's okay, I'm here. I'm here.

359
00:34:20,330 --> 00:34:22,054
Look, there's light.

360
00:34:22,134 --> 00:34:23,445
My goodness. What's going on?

361
00:34:23,525 --> 00:34:24,843
Is there anyone?

362
00:34:24,923 --> 00:34:26,662
Wait for me. Don't panic. Don't panic.

363
00:34:26,742 --> 00:34:28,868
Take a deep breath.
Take a deep breath. Don't panic.

364
00:34:28,948 --> 00:34:30,457
Sit down.

365
00:34:30,537 --> 00:34:32,495
Take a deep breath.

366
00:34:32,575 --> 00:34:34,272
Don't be scared.

367
00:34:34,352 --> 00:34:36,234
Is there anyone outside?

368
00:34:36,314 --> 00:34:37,474
I'm here.

369
00:34:37,554 --> 00:34:39,047
The management will be here soon.

370
00:34:39,127 --> 00:34:40,585
Don't be scared.

371
00:35:03,124 --> 00:35:04,310
Hello.

372
00:35:05,877 --> 00:35:07,005
What?

373
00:35:15,515 --> 00:35:16,797
Which hospital?

374
00:35:29,915 --> 00:35:31,257
Wu Yan.

375
00:35:31,337 --> 00:35:32,554
You're awake.

376
00:35:35,019 --> 00:35:36,376
How do you feel?

377
00:35:43,748 --> 00:35:45,144
What happened to me?

378
00:35:46,598 --> 00:35:48,288
Why am I in the hospital?

379
00:35:49,138 --> 00:35:51,391
Do you feel any discomfort?

380
00:35:51,471 --> 00:35:53,174
I'll get a doctor.

381
00:35:58,129 --> 00:35:59,305
Where is Cheng Yin?

382
00:36:00,759 --> 00:36:02,270
Wei Hao is taking care of her.

383
00:36:02,350 --> 00:36:04,507
Don't worry. Take care of yourself.

384
00:36:04,587 --> 00:36:06,009
I'll get a doctor.

385
00:36:28,120 --> 00:36:29,309
Stop it.

386
00:36:29,924 --> 00:36:33,111
You've been playing the same song
for three hours.

387
00:36:33,191 --> 00:36:34,460
What are you doing?

388
00:36:38,744 --> 00:36:40,224
Wu Yan doesn't know that...

389
00:36:41,670 --> 00:36:43,846
her favourite song "Moonlight",

390
00:36:44,870 --> 00:36:48,049
is actually "Pierrot lunaire" by Debussy.

391
00:36:50,910 --> 00:36:52,296
It's about...

392
00:36:52,841 --> 00:36:55,206
a moonstruck clown
who was teased due to his depression.

393
00:36:55,286 --> 00:36:57,690
Stop showing off your trivial knowledge.

394
00:36:57,770 --> 00:36:59,714
If you're really upset,
you should look for her.

395
00:36:59,794 --> 00:37:00,958
I'll send you there.

396
00:37:01,681 --> 00:37:03,532
Once, Wu Yan told me...

397
00:37:05,360 --> 00:37:08,588
that when a close childhood friend of hers
passed away,

398
00:37:09,756 --> 00:37:11,022
she felt...

399
00:37:11,866 --> 00:37:16,222
as if she was the only person
who understood what she had lost.

400
00:37:18,170 --> 00:37:19,300
When I heard it,

401
00:37:22,571 --> 00:37:26,270
I felt immediately that
she had described my feelings perfectly.

402
00:37:31,230 --> 00:37:33,201
When my mum passed away,

403
00:37:35,120 --> 00:37:36,416
I felt the same way.

404
00:37:37,493 --> 00:37:38,978
She said...

405
00:37:42,944 --> 00:37:45,630
she felt comforted
after listening to my songs.

406
00:37:47,063 --> 00:37:48,287
However,

407
00:37:51,230 --> 00:37:53,257
she lost someone again.

408
00:37:54,193 --> 00:37:55,266
Because of me,

409
00:37:59,391 --> 00:38:02,194
she didn't manage
to see her dad for the one last time.

410
00:38:02,872 --> 00:38:04,072
Stop talking, Nian Qin.

411
00:38:07,630 --> 00:38:08,793
Xiao Lu.

412
00:38:13,868 --> 00:38:15,944
Didn't you say that it's almost my turn?

413
00:38:30,375 --> 00:38:32,662
Please make arrangements
for the eye surgery.

414
00:38:46,080 --> 00:38:47,685
Is it painful?

415
00:38:47,765 --> 00:38:48,837
Of course.

416
00:38:48,917 --> 00:38:51,968
I injured myself
but you didn't offer to stay longer.

417
00:38:53,242 --> 00:38:55,210
My mum is waiting for me at home.

418
00:38:57,401 --> 00:38:59,054
You only have a few belongings.

419
00:38:59,134 --> 00:39:00,595
That's so not you.

420
00:39:01,347 --> 00:39:02,335
That's right.

421
00:39:02,415 --> 00:39:04,435
I'm no longer the old me.

422
00:39:04,515 --> 00:39:06,450
You? You always forget things.

423
00:39:06,530 --> 00:39:08,531
You will come back
to pick up your things for sure.

424
00:39:08,988 --> 00:39:11,477
I'll just forget about those things
that I leave behind.

425
00:39:12,134 --> 00:39:13,764
Are you not coming back again?

426
00:39:15,872 --> 00:39:17,236
No, I'll not come back again.

427
00:39:19,334 --> 00:39:20,432
Wu Yan.

428
00:39:21,226 --> 00:39:23,346
Will you regret it?

429
00:39:23,426 --> 00:39:25,088
Leaving Xiamen just like that.

430
00:39:25,889 --> 00:39:27,114
No.

431
00:39:27,194 --> 00:39:29,642
You're the only person I'm going to miss.

432
00:39:29,722 --> 00:39:31,239
Aren't you going...

433
00:39:31,319 --> 00:39:33,396
to continue your master's degree
at my dad's university?

434
00:39:33,476 --> 00:39:35,326
Then, there's nothing for me to miss.

435
00:39:36,910 --> 00:39:37,945
I'm not fooled.

436
00:39:38,025 --> 00:39:39,441
You know what I'm trying to say.

437
00:39:49,125 --> 00:39:50,471
Perhaps, I will regret this...

438
00:39:51,574 --> 00:39:53,420
but it doesn't matter anymore.

439
00:39:54,812 --> 00:39:58,630
I told Xu Qian to at least give it a try.

440
00:39:59,578 --> 00:40:02,915
Now, when I think back,
that's indeed inconsiderate.

441
00:40:03,824 --> 00:40:05,311
My mum didn't lie to me.

442
00:40:06,053 --> 00:40:09,342
Some failures are fatal.

443
00:40:11,879 --> 00:40:15,186
Now I understand
how it feels to be helpless.

444
00:40:16,548 --> 00:40:17,847
I'm tired.

445
00:40:17,927 --> 00:40:19,406
I can't move anymore.

446
00:40:20,095 --> 00:40:21,547
I'll say the usual line.

447
00:40:22,501 --> 00:40:24,055
Just pretend that he's dead.

448
00:40:30,466 --> 00:40:31,681
No.

449
00:40:32,482 --> 00:40:34,146
I wish I was dead.

450
00:40:36,494 --> 00:40:38,884
I don't want to have any feelings anymore.


